Am i okay? what do you think? sensible answers pls..tnx?

i admit that i am smart(humbly saying ) quiet at times. my voice is for a 7 year old kid (i'm 16) i look like a korean( chinese blood or something, i look good, again, humbly...) i graduated at an exclusive school, i'm quite tall and a little chubby. i hate talking to people, especially senseless people. i'm single(since birth) others think im cute, but i dont,whatever.. but this guy that i like , he's cute and is really tall..i like him alot. i sometimes catch him staring at me secretly, but i think he doesnt like me at all. i think he sees me as the weird girl... i dont show my feelings for him, i act as if i dont care, i ignore him as if he never exists at all. aha. what do you think? thanks. sensible answers are highly appreciated.